4.11.09 wendesday * zoey SMILED again .

today at school take my friend de colour lense lai wear
others people wan wear 1 hour
but me wear only 5 minutes + nia . xD
starting wanna buy lense d..
but my dad dun like me buy this kind of things
aiya . 不要管了

belum try belum tau ; sekali try tiap tiap hari mau . xD

zoey smiled again
(fake

a little bit cannot concentrate today
thinking about something
since this morning ..=(
after i saw 25th
wondering about him still not yet "recover" from that relationship..

i come in a bad timing.
maybe i should never came by..
i should quiet first before i let him know my feeling..
BUT.. iam wrong.. although he didn't say
i can felt that something..
dunno how to said ..

what can i do?
iam not him..iam not her too..
so just can be quiet..and wait.
i felt like iam giving you a very high pressure..

last nite, i dreamed something had scared me
you are leaving.
but i still can 坚强
but.. this morning
i really..
i can't give anymore..

dun worry..iam still smilling

zby zoey