25.11.09 Wendesday * picture day * my heart words at the bottom.

early in morning went to library activity
i dunno i go whether is take photo or key in books
haha, show at the photos below.

me and shahmeer(the gina)
two of us also got wear colour lens. xD

haha, steam ka.

me. trying the new post. LOL

wen and his "brother"

we at library take still not enough
curi curi go outside take. hahaha

he is acting me . copycat.. xD

we "jimui

and when recess,
go for eat
and went to xim yee sit
and AGAIN . xD

zoey?!

why why why, so bad face. hahaha

3 of us,=)

and is time to go back library and continue our work.

going back. saw my leg? xD

oww.. he is so lonely..

at road also can take. LOL

we are most late to reach library
haha,
continue our work and
at before back half and hour,

go AJK room kapsiao.

his phone make my face so BRIGHT. haha

finish activity
went Mcdonal alone
to wait my mum came and fetch me

i cannot tahan the loneliness
just me one people sitting there.
i was so lonely and need someone beside me that time.
two couples tables, with chairs
just 1 people sitting there.
waste of places.

and starting to think about
why i should like that?
and what should i did wrong?
many. zoey. i tell you, it is MANY
well, i hope i was not talking to myself
i hope someone can come and wash my brain
(not using brushes)

so many thing i had did wrong last time
and cannot be forgives
suddenly my mind think tiok the first boy

story is here"

i was 13 years old that time
and rachel's cousin sms me.
he was 18 years old
he named"jayson
and say wanna to be together.
that time me what also dunno
like the blank paper, very 单纯
so what also dunno just accept him
(i dunno why i accept him)
my first love is him
i thought we would be happy live together
but, what the hell..
1 days plus only.
END.
he lied me.
and be with me just wan my***
... so gong gong de let him lied
I would NEVER FORGET THIS THINGS until i dead"

after break, my whole person changed
influenced by him
changed to a bad girl.
lied people's feeling
lie ; lie ; lie
some more
one leg step two ship;three ship;four ship, and even worse
what also do.
and all boys give me an image was
"all wan together with me de all also lie de"
so, i become this type of person.

i dunno all the boy's some of them is good people
I DUNNO AT ALL!!!!!!!!!
really hate last time de me.
i hope all my ex can saw this.
and , I am truly sorry about you all.
you can throw anythings on me.
do anything on me as you want.
this is what i can return to you all.

i never share these things on public.
but, i think i can post out because
i really regret.
and i wan face these things.
without a tears.

maybe some of you,
dunno iam that kind of person
but, now i will let you know.
and thanks for accompany me.
thanks for the tears.
thanks for the laughter
thanks for the happiness
thanks all..SORRY.

i really think much in this 1 and half hour..
and my mum come..
fetch me home.

zby zoey