6.8.09 Tuesday

i cried , for the pain.. and the fault i had done .
i really dunno what i had to do now ..

mr lim call us down today..
i am really scared.. i almost wanna cry at that time ..
he call us go meetting room and write report about what we had done ..
when i am writing.. i saw others very worry about it..
i also feel like that..
this kes luan kar mr goh also know d..
my eye's full of water when i was writing..
after write they ask us to sign ..
my hand dunno why shaking..
i really feel .. very scare..
after done we go back class..
but when we sit not yet ten minutes
they call us down again.. ARGH!!!!!!
this time is mr tan.. asking we all about the picture taken
and 6 of us.. is kena ponteng class and go toilet to take photo
including me..
second time write report..
he false me to said what i had done..
really feel phek chek with him..
small things also let him say kar big things ki..
SO , now my fault is :

ponteng class ;
take photo ;
NO RESPECT TEACHER(i take photo when teacher teaching) .

after write they ask us go back class and say wait their tindakan..
all of them also talk about this kes
really kena big trouble
some of them talk until cry.. cause they very scare
me also .. cry till my eyes pain..
after reccess..mr lim period..
he say all include inside de..
all must see our parents..
Jwen heard d terus cry.. (dun like this)
mr lim say cant no see parents.
cause is we do wrong (kanasai la u)
he say he feel dissapointed about us(KK)
say so many just say he do like this is for out own good .(CB)

when is our form teacher period ..
she scold us and said many things very touch..
7 of us cry again..
me cry until my head pain..

i dunno how to tell my parents about it..
i think i just tell my dad can d dun tell my mom
abo me no house back d..

NOW.. 08:22
i tell my dad d.. he scold me kar ka mo lan
scold me always do wrong and also find things to him to do
i also dun wan de ..
he say he very busy cannot go ..
wait tomorow if they force us must see parents
i only call him..
hope tomorow everthing will be ok la..

my mood really really bad d...
no mood to chat with people (sory)
hope this things can settle fast..

zby zoey