Moral..

today de moral sipek.... "easy"
it makes me staring at the question
my head went blank for half an hour
how come ah?!
s* nia..
after finish writing
still left 45 minutes for me
bush
never do moral paper until so early finish

45 minutes doesn't much but I think alot
all those things were whirling in my head
non stop rounding
past tense ; present tense ; future
what I should do?
what I need to do?
what I suppose to do?
a lot of questions were whirling
I know I will never get the answer

Lie? much in my life
even I'm the one lie ing
I lie myself all this and that would be okay
sometimes I dun even know which one is the fact
guess lai guess ki
but what i get just a piece of shit

things are not what I thought
I should know that everything is not under my control
and all the things goes worst and worst
I seriously lost confidence about what I doing now

what is the facts? what is the truth?
hell knows ==

it is not called 牺牲
it is called as 愚蠢
(today's 名句.. =D)

forgive me for the damage
for me, this is the only way.

written by zoey.

hamster =D

little hamster de pictures. ^^

bad mum.. xD

pictures + written by zoey.

Oh yeah!!

Screaming for MATHEMATICS !!
finally finish my math paper!!
at least a B also can let me laugh whole day d
super thanks my dear dear teach me only can improve de xDD
next big aim.. also the last big aim
Economy !!
A+ !!!!
Hahaha..
I'm not dreaming luuu.. xD

Just put back the male's hamster back into original cage
daddy and mummy hamster fighting again pula.. ==
non stop de wor you two
naughty..
picture will upload soon

Arrrg.. so miss my phone
I cant live without you.. xD
tomorrow moral.. study first.. tata =)

written by zoey

总是笑的人，真的需要人疼。

有意思的文章.. 所以就copy下来了 =D

其实总是笑的人,真的很需要人疼 总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不 想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴。

没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！

他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。 他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！

他 们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，他 们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。

他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。

他 们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复 杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最依赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪，感情得以小小宣泄后，偷偷抹掉眼泪，像个犯了错的孩子，无辜地向你认错，保证 下次不这样了。其实他们真的不知道自己错在哪里。只知道你的不开心是因为多了一个他。他们害怕被遗弃。他们更害怕发现对于这个世界而言，他们是多余的。

他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。

他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。

他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

他 们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经无心给的他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑 ，请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！ 如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她）那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们。 真的，

他们已经再也受不起一点点的伤了。

伤害他们这样的纯粹易碎的心，难道你不会跟着一起心纠结到快要窒息吗？

倘若有这么一天，你，真的，只是一不小心，闯入他们内心深处，看到了以前没看到的，感觉到了他们的感觉，你心里一定会难过的。

可惜，一切都来不及了。 是你，无意间，亲手掐灭他们原本就不温暖的心里仅存的那一点点希望的星火。 他们真的彻底把自己封闭起来。

他们选择沉默。选择一个人。 选择对这个把他们遗忘的世间不给与任何喜或是悲。 毕竟，对于他们而言，感情，是多么奢侈的东西。

那些无知的人，请不要再拿故作的幸福用作炫耀的资本。因为他们宁愿自己痛也不会让别人受伤。 他们要的只是一个微笑。一句关心的话。

仅此而已。

dead.

follow me 1 year++ de phone
finally up car
no new phone for me :(
take go repair AGAIN
bush

4 days more^^
tiok can reunite d. xDD
hopes 29th fast fast comee

jia you to all the SPM and STPM candidates =D
piaa for it. =)

written by zoey

Pictures =)

recent picture in these days =D
enjoy watching o..
paiseh self obsessed too muchh
bleek. xDD

Videos!!

taking care of my brother again
making some silly stuff xD
ENJOY !! =D

Nobody nobody~




MAgiccc show!

dai e long. xD

yesterday night's photo^^

day of mine. =)

written by zoey

day care. ==

I'm super duper fed up with taking care of gina
haha.
ps: only my little brother
he is sooooooooo luan until I cannot do my own things.
holiday tiok pi day care center la
why stay at home
hahaha xD
enjoy videos below ^^



sing wrong somemore... alamak.. xD

written by zoey

"Study"

went to study at Mcd
"kut lat" leh.. xD
we play UNO cards when studying.
i dunno whether we are studying or playing.. =P

有人说 : 认真的男人是最帅的
HAHAHAHA!!

pictures.

didi ^^

kor kor^^

侄儿 xD

study until 8pm like that
me tiok bo lat d
starting to kacao others. xDD

dashao/lui lui and cha tao kor. =DD

sooooo sweeeet.. xD

saja take de.. wahahaha

pictures quite funny leh xD
"study" until wan siao liao
especially with the math
pia liao!!
after SPM NO ANYMORE MATHS FOR ME!!!
hahahahaha..


theend.

written by zoey

Baby Hamster.

I never thought that not reach six months
my hamster born 5 little baby!!
yea.. 15-11.2010
It really surprise me when I saw it
that time was after school
I see red red eh thing in the food container
when I get close and see it clearly,
OMG!
Baby!! Gina!!
shout like hell.. xD

calm myself down
first thing to do : call bh
follow what he told me to do..
really scare die people.. haha
pictures =)





geli right?
red red de.. haha
hope them can fast fast grow bigger.
Dad :
"你能养到它生孩子，证明你很有福气了"
got meh? I don't think so lo..hahaha

theend.

written by zoey.

Trip to cameron.

trip to cameron for 2 days 1 night
there was so so so damn cold
let pictures tell you the story ba
(ps: lazy write d. xDD)

yo man. xD

apartment.

wah. stand so straight ahh

what you want? hahaha!

lao ah pek. /.\

3 gangster.xDD

看什么看?! xDD!

yo.. yeng leh

mami and JJ

the view of the apartment.

Padang.

gina == xD

hai! hahaha..

=P

the sky~

shadow of us =)

ah pek with gina.. xD

model. xD

flower ^^

Haha.. see the shadow. xD

titanic a???? xD

cute sia. =D

=)

Night.

dadi and mami. =)

蚯蚓人!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!

ah gong. =D

serious eh peopl = my uncle. xDD

zcapture.

three gambler.. watching toto list.. haha!

me and mami ~

siao liao.. again.. bwahahahahaha!

The Next day.
slept for only 3 hours
sick jor
hmmmmmmmm

zcapture.

Temple.

grandfather kung fu fighting?! HUOK!

carp..

Farm.

zcapture.

promoting? swt.. xD

camera gina.. haha

brothers!!

zcapture. | flower.

my aunt is curi ing the grapes. xDD

emo. xDD!

zcapture.

wah.. 训话 ah..

Tea farm.

horr!!!! two of you zuo mi a.. xDD

ZoeyIvan.

zcapture.

eyes on back. xD

you!!

group photo =)

Enjoy with it..
but damn hate the sickness and the stupid rain
spoiled the trip nia.. hmm
the end.

written by zoey.